"I don't want to lose myself or lie to myself. I don't feel much stress about being myself. It's not difficult for me.
It's just being natural. Being true to yourself isn't something you strive for."
I want to go to that place.
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.
The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.
But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.
Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:
Being sad is the same as giving up.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.
Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.
Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.
I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.
While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.
No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now.
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Thank you Wataru for the translation, perhaps in romaji the next time?
Freaking am lost and aimless, cannot thank you enough.
Cheers.. *Puffs* heh.. *coughs* yucks.. :: Inscribed by
Kai [2:10 AM] ::
So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy this time, you take it all away..
It was mine, so when your are dead and gone..
Hope you remember this night twenty years now lost,
its not right
