Time is not on my side.. the anxiety makes me nervous.. and i haven't really prepare for it..
Things to bring.. what to prepare.. the settings..
Racing is fun.. but when you are prepared for it.. you are doom..
This is actually my first so called oversea race.. mind you.. its pretty serious business..
Heard that top racers from Thailand are coming.. plus top drivers from host country Malaysia..
Singapore has its own cream of the crop.. but I am not one of them..
The race will gain me much experience and exposure needed.. and boy am i nervous..
If you wondering what the gab am I gibbering.. I am talking about R/C racing.. hehe
got you guys wondering eh?.. the scale will 1/10 of the actual car... my interest and hobby..
expensive hobby that is.. but seriously.. I am still learning from the experienced drivers..
and believe me there is alot to learn.. and my car is not ready yet.. arrr.. (pulls hair)
I just finish up the body work.. and inspect the car later after work..
Time to put my head on my pillow and seek peace and solace..
Before that .. alittle something...
....
Maybe I'm singing this song because I can't say the words I want to say the most.
The happiness I've dreamed of is best before it's realized because
If I finally achieve it, I'll be attacked by my fear of losing it.
So people aren't simple enough to satisfy me.
Everyone has their wounds, but sometimes kindness soaks in.
It hurts a lot; so much that they being to cry.
I'm healed by my loneliness. I don't want to be alone,
I have you, so I want to sleep peacefully.
Maybe because someday I'll be able to say the words I want to.
Maybe I've come to like this person because I can't hear the words I want to hear the most.
So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy this time, you take it all away..
It was mine, so when your are dead and gone..
Hope you remember this night twenty years now lost,
its not right
