Elysium :: Perhaps i am searching for the abode of the blessed after death,
a happy hunting ground, nirvana, a New Jerusalem, whatever it is, just to take my sadness
and sorrows away from this unforgiving world.....
This few days the only things that keeps me sane are my cars and music.
As the Mp3s jumps from track to track, from Lit to Yngwie to Marilyn Manson...
A friend was mentioning Beautiful People so I went to check it out.. not too bad..
Then came on Portishead.. which came on just nice to the mood I am in now..
Pleasant listening..
[ELYSIUM]
No one has said what the truth should be
And no one decided that I'd feel this way
If you felt as I would you betray yourself
But, you can't deny how I feel
And you can't decide for me
No one should fear what they cannot see
And no ones to blame it's just hypocrisy
It's written in your eyes
And how I despise myself
But, you can't deny how I feel
And you can't decide for me
And it's your heart
That's so wrong
Mistaken
You'll never know
Your feathered sacred self
But, you can't deny how I feel
And you can't decide for me
And you can't deny how I feel
And why should you decide for me
So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy this time, you take it all away..
It was mine, so when your are dead and gone..
Hope you remember this night twenty years now lost,
its not right
