The humid weather lingers around..
With warmth air all around..
We can hardly breathe..
A cool breeze came along..
It was a relieve..
It did not last long..
The sickening part about being a human.. I never quite grasp the idea of why God put man and woman together..
Is it a sick joke that he created, with a sick mind seeing us with soaring with butterflies fluttering in the heart..
Then the next moment, like a hammer to a vase, everything nice just crash like that.. nevermind that..
I saw and our eyes met, we smiled. That's all!
I always wonder why i did not muster enough courage to approach her..
I got to wait till she's gone then i start to rant and rave..
Something was pulling me back and I do not what was it..
Was it sixth sense or what?
We never spoken more then 10 words during this month working together..
Just the occassional 'hellos' and 'goodbyes'..
Goodness me!! What the hell am i thinking..
I should have..
I really should..
Now i regret..
Something was holding me back..
I know i should..
I was never like this before..
Fuck! i hate it..
I hate being afraid..
But i am afraid..
I am afraid of the word..
"HURT"
Damnation.. now i rant..
now i rave..
now i regret..
Shall fate be it.. if our paths cross again..
Hopefully i will not to be afraid of "Hurt"..
So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy this time, you take it all away..
It was mine, so when your are dead and gone..
Hope you remember this night twenty years now lost,
its not right
