Things has come to past and the roads to the future are thrown wide open again.
The beginning of the end and the end of an old beginning..
so they say..
Boundless ventures are there for my picking, my choice dictates my future.
What lies ahead are the unknown and I loved a challenge.
Its either win or break. What are the odds?
Just went to a friend's Raya dinner, a gathering of sorts. A meet-up with old long friends.
Talked about old stuffs and the stupid things we do. We all have grown, one by one all
settled with their significant other or so, except for me. I wonder why?
Am too free-spirited? I need someone to mother me I guess but then again my own
mother cant even do that. I am still a child inside an aging body, forever denying the
actual facts of life and responsibilities. I admire friends who has the strong will.
I talk thru experiences by people I know but never experience the real stuff myself.
Forever in a world of my own, never dare to venture out into reality. I need to be awaken
from the world of my own. Even the painful time I spent in solitary did not wake me. To have
another possible time in solitary did not even bat an eyelid from me. I dont know what I am
made of. I began to question why.?
Improper up-bringing? Never, I believe every parents have done their best. Its always up to
the own individuals to walk their paths, they have their unlimited choices to make.
Suddenly I missed myself. :: Inscribed by
Kai [3:13 AM] ::
So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy this time, you take it all away..
It was mine, so when your are dead and gone..
Hope you remember this night twenty years now lost,
its not right
