Yea, what? I dont know what, but I do know why..Why? I asked, factual truth is not important, really i dont know.But hey, that's the way it is aint it?Welcome to the world of masks, believeable and unbelieveable truth. A fine thin line grays upon many of major individuals. Who's to say what or why to believe in the believeable and unbelieveable.We make the choice, we walk the path we walk, we bash thru whatever's in the way.We make our lifes.
That's what it is isnt it?It may comes across as denying, not facing reality, but hey, who's to say it is.I chose and i make it work, one way or another. That was the path I chose, never did I regret it.Scared along the way, yes it is but hey, that's life bud! I chose, therefore i am what i am, denying or not, the factual truth is there. It's a slow death, a game of waiting pain and agony. The essence of loneliness and self reliance surface and measures to deal with it.
Who am i kidding? Me.. all this time all this while.. It was a game of who's the strongest, the survivor of the fittest, the sly and the cunning. HA! a cynic being not cynical, irony isnt it.
So here's your holiday, hope you enjoy this time, you take it all away..
It was mine, so when your are dead and gone..
Hope you remember this night twenty years now lost,
its not right
